really just thinking about how traumatically beautiful it was that cas essentially said. i know how to love because you taught me. because you loved so fiercely without compromise. i was an ancient being who was not meant to have emotion, but you are so good and true, i learned how to be human because of you. and i am standing before you bearing my self-made heart to you, the man i have chosen to be devoted, to love, to choose over everything including god himself. i choose you, and i have chosen you ever since i held your soul in my hands, and i am choosing now to share this small yet monumental moment of absolute love before i leave you forever. this may be good bye, but love is more powerful than god, and i want you to know that i love you. i love you so much that it doesn’t matter that we may never be together. being with you as a part of your life was enough. you were always enough.
person: are you gay? me: no person: so you’re straight me: nope person: then what are you??? me: ten percent luck, twenty percent skill, fifteen percent concentrated power of will, five percent pleasure, fifty percent concentrated pain, and a hundred percent reason to remember the name
